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  • Book Review: On Sundays She Picked Flowers by Yah Yah Scholfield

    Book Review: On Sundays She Picked Flowers by Yah Yah Scholfield

    I read this book and I wish I hadn’t because it made me sick. For southern gothic horror fans, this might be exactly what you want but for anyone else, it might not be for you.

    Check ALL of the trigger warnings because I didn’t and that was a mistake. I usually check every single one in the detail page in StoryGraph but not this one. For some reason, I only looked at the main page content warnings and thought it would be fine but then when I clicked into the detail afterwards, this is never something I would have picked up.

    The contents are truly horrifying. Proceed with caution. 

    That being said, setting aside my personal preferences for content I avoid, this book is incredibly well written and edited. The writing runs and runs and runs in the best way. It’s descriptive and immersive. It’s flowery and beautiful. It’s varied and not repetetive at all. And it keeps you glued to the page. 

    It follows a woman escaping her abusive mother, finding respite in a haunted house in the middle of the woods and coming across a new potential friend. But as it goes, her new friend may not be as she seems…

    Bullet points:

    • southern gothic horror
    • sisterhood, mother-daughter relationships
    • escaping abuse and creating a new life
    • monsters and monstrous behaviors
    • queerness and homophobia
    • how bystanders enable harm
    • horrors of monstrous parents

    This book made me sick, then settled a bit, then sick again, and finally at the end found a resolution that left me still somewhat unsettled but a bit less nauseous than before.

    It explores the horrors inflicted upon a trio of sisters and how violence perpetuates generationally and innocents suffer at the hands of monsters, who then may become monsters themselves. How others stand by and watch while monsters inflict violence on others instead of stepping in to stop it and how lives could have been changed but weren’t because some looked the other way.  

    While most of the book, my stomach was in knots, there are rare moments of joy and peace. I loved the moments of tenuous peace Jude finds at the farmhouse in the woods by herself. There are other moments she has that aren’t horrifying but to say those would be spoilers so I’ll leave it there for this review.

    Here is where I have to admit though that I skipped some of the explicit content in this book so cannot comment on exactly what happened between Jude and Nemoira at points later in the story. From the brief glimpses of words on page as I breezed through, it sounded raw, visceral, and disturbing but welcomed?

    I can’t recommend this for the content that’s within, nor can I use the word good/great to describe this book since it’s a bit misleading and highly subjective. However, if you want to read something impactful and beautifully written, and you can stomach horror enough to read through, this is one to pick up this year and you won’t be dissapointed…

  • ARC Review: Black as Diamond by U.M. Agoawike

    ARC Review: Black as Diamond by U.M. Agoawike

    Black as Diamond is a gem! This is a debut standalone fantasy novel that explores questions around identity, politics, and how the past and power can impact different experiences for a long time.

    Bullet points for those short on time:
    – debut standalone fantasy
    – queer identity & relationships
    – quest and “found family” group
    – epic world-building
    – two magic systems
    – indie publisher Bindery
    – queer Nigerian-Canadian author
    – check trigger warnings

    The story begins when Asaru, winged warrior of the eresh keyel, discovers his brother’s squadron disappeared after a curse was unleashed. When investigating in the human world, a bit of the curse infects Asaru. On his path to find his brother, Asaru survives possession, becomes a wanted killer, and is inadvertently bonded through a spell gone wrong to healer-in-training, Wren. Now, they must set out on a quest to find a cure for the curse, find Asaru’s brother, and not get caught by the hunters sent after them…all while unravelling secrets and feelings.

    I am loving the unique works of craft and art that Bindery is introducing to the world. This one is no different! It’s fresh, novel, and exciting.  

    I enjoyed getting to know the characters most in this book. Each character that comes along as part of the protagonist’s group is unique in terms of motivations, lived experiences, past trauma, and perspectives.

    The way some scenes are written was a bit confusing at times, as the writing style made it a little hard to follow what was happening without re-reading back over it.

    I think Publisher’s Weekly said it well with “Readers will have to put in work to keep up, but those who do will be rewarded with tantalising bits of lore on every page and a dynamic and devoted central duo.”

    I’m not a fan of romance, so I didn’t care too much for these parts, but that’s a personal preference, and I can’t fault the book for it. I would highly recommend this to anyone looking for their next fantasy read!

    Thank you to Bindery for the eARC via NetGalley for review consideration. All opinions are my own.

    Content Warnings:

    From the author’s website…explicit gore, murder/death, violence, mutilation, corpses, blood, atypical depression, suicidal ideation, depictions of religion and practices, implied sexual content, sex work (mentioned), non-consensual kiss, non-consensual drug use, ethnic discrimination, near drowning, indentured servitude (mentioned), body horror, emesis, excessive alcohol consumption, poison, physical scars, possession.

    Book Cover:

    Illustration: Christian Chang


    Design: Charlotte Strick

    About the Author:

    The media kit wasn’t working, so here is the bio from the author’s website:

    U.M. Agoawike is a queer Nigerian-Canadian author of speculative fiction. They also may or may not be an evil duck. Follow them on BlueSky!

    About the Publisher:

    Imprint: Run by Jaysen, “Ezeekat Press publishes books that invite readers to escape to other worlds where they might find new friends, family, and adventure.”

    Bindery: “Bindery is a membership platform for tastemakers of the book world to cultivate community, champion the authors and stories that matter to them, and earn a sustainable income doing so from the most passionate members of their audience. Tastemakers with larger communities, upon invitation, may open a publishing imprint that surfaces new books by authors their communities will love. Bindery partners with the tastemaker to design their imprint brand, solicit submissions, and manage editorial, design, printing, publicity, and distribution everywhere books are sold.”

    They offer a standard $10k advance and higher royalty rates relative to most traditional publishers.

    Does Bindery’s contract include AI protections?
    Yes. We believe strongly in the human arts of curation and creation and are here to support artists. We will never use AI-generated art, narration, or text in our books, nor will our materials be offered for machine learning. Our contracts reflect the Author’s Guild recommended protections in this area.

    That being said by Bindery, their backer Baukunst invests heavily in startups and companies applying AI (71%). Do with this knowledge what you will. I will still support Bindery since the company doesn’t use AI and I want to see more of the books they are publishing out in the world. But, I will endeavor to support more other indie publishers that don’t have venture capitalist firms backing them which support AI use…

    Also Baukunst prides themselves the “high” number of female founded startups at 43%. While this may be on the higher end of the industry, I would say, do better. With intention, this number could be 100% if a firm really wanted it to be. Also they don’t mention other marginalized communities being backed or supported in their demographics so is it mostly white founders they are supporting? Where are those stats of theirs? Of course, there’s always a reason why certain things are published and others are not. I’ll leave it there.

    Bindery is backed by Baukunst, a collective of creative technologists advancing the art of building companies at the frontiers of technology and design, along with strategic angel investors from the book publishing and tech worlds.

  • ARC Review: Intergalactic Feast by Lavanya Lakshminarayan

    ARC Review: Intergalactic Feast by Lavanya Lakshminarayan

    FEAST continues right where Interstellar MegaChef left off and pushes ahead further into the chaos of politics, food culture, protests, betrayals, and horniness – it’s a guaranteed Ur-drama!

    If you haven’t read the first book in this series yet, check out my review of Interstellar MegaChef here.

    One of the reasons I enjoyed Book #1 so much is one of the reasons I didn’t enjoy Book #2 as much. The book starts off with an extreme level of horniness from one of our leads, and it was too much for me. It was desperation which aligns well with their character but this isn’t something I like to read that’s constant in the book. I can see how some might find the characters a bit frustrating in this book with their decisions and actions, but again, these are characters and not everyone is every book is meant to be likeable – how boring would that be!

    Other than that, this book delves further into the relationships established in the first book, featuring a lot of interpersonal drama. The heat intensifies from all directions, and it feels like Saraswati is in a pressure cooker!

    I would recommend this for anyone looking for a Sci-Fi adventure with a queer-normative cast of main characters, an imaginative premise, and action/drama that doesn’t seem to let up from the start!

    Thank you to Solaris for the eARC via NetGalley – all opinions are my own.

    Pre-order Intergalactic Feast for March 10, 2025 – preferably direct from a local indie bookstore but there’s always bookshop.org here if you don’t have any indie shops near you!

    About the Author

    Lavanya Lakshminarayan is an award-winning author also known for The Ten Percent Thief (a dystopian sci-fi set in the future of Bangalore). She has also worked in game design building worlds for Zynga Inc.’s FarmVille franchise, Mafia Wars, and others.

    About the Publisher

    Solaris Books is an imprint of independent publisher Rebellion Publishing based in the UK.

  • Book Review: Interstellar MegaChef by Lavanya Lakshminarayan

    Book Review: Interstellar MegaChef by Lavanya Lakshminarayan

    One of the most exciting and imaginative sci-fi adventures I’ve read. Please, don’t read this on an empty stomach though…or at least have some snacks ready!

    Saraswati Kaveri is a talented chef running away from something on Earth. Serenity Ko is trying to differentiate herself in the corporate world of tech simulations and immersive reality on the planet of Primus. A chance meeting kicks off a series of adventures involving an interstellar chef competition, found family, lots of drama, and a deep exploration into technology and food and what would it mean to integrate the two at the next level. And if it would even be ethical.

    We get a serious look at ambition from both the perspective of those with ambition who see the allure of it but also those affected negatively by being close to a person with high ambition. This was one of my favorite pieces of commentary in the book. What is the cost of ambition? What is the cost of isolation as well? And if people stepped up and spoke to their friends about poor behavior, can people recognize it and change?

    Additionally, the story dives into what it means to come to a new place as a refugee and exist as an other in a culture that isn’t yours, especially one that considers itself superior to all others in the galaxy and wants to enforce that superiority in all ways.

    So, while the cover and synopsis may indicate to some that this book is all fun and no bite, that couldn’t be further from the truth. The author hits many concepts and themes that are quite serious and complex. The book is rich and has great depth to it and I found myself wanting even MORE.

    Primus is a world that appears to be LGBTQIAP+ normative which is very welcomed!

    The world-building is exquisite, pacing is even, and the layout of scenes and plot points is well-crafted. The author leaves little breadcrumbs and moments later draws up the curtains for the reveals and it’s delightful. The writing/editing is class. Character development is supreme and the mini romantic subplot feels genuine.

    I was honestly salivating during several parts of this book, frequently debating whether or not to head straight over to the closest Indian restaurant I could find. It was delicious and I CANNOT WAIT to get started with the ARC of book #2 – Intergalactic Feast (March 2026).

    BTW – there is an AUDIOBOOK version of this. Book #2 will have one as well.

    About the Author

    Lavanya Lakshminarayan is an award-winning author also known for The Ten Percent Thief (a dystopian sci-fi set in the future of Bangalore). She has also worked in game design building worlds for Zynga Inc.’s FarmVille franchise, Mafia Wars, and others.

    About the Publisher

    Solaris Books is an imprint of independent publisher Rebellion Publishing based in the UK.

  • ARC Review: Seasons of Glass and Iron by Amal El-Mohtar

    ARC Review: Seasons of Glass and Iron by Amal El-Mohtar

    Pub date: March 24, 2026

    An exquisite collection of short stories written in Amal’s poetic prose that might leave you shedding a few tears or staring at the wall after reading, contemplating life, love, and the many joys and horrors of our world.

    If everyone loved women the way this author so dearly loves women, the world would be a more beautiful and safe place for all. The way my heart ached for the women in these stories, for all the evils the world of men has put upon them, for the way they were healed by fellow women, sisters, mothers, friends…the way they were accepted for who they were, not for who others (men) wanted them to shaped like…

    My auto-buy author list has one more addition!

    A standout story in this collection was the title track, Seasons of Glass and Iron. This was a story of women discovering new possibilities through their relationship with each other after being conditioned by men/systems into harmful beliefs. It was beautiful, and I cried.

    Another poignant tale is John Hollowback and the Witch. This perfectly encapsulates the horrible habit men have of seeing something beautiful, wanting to cage it and shape it to their liking, thinking they are doing a wonderful service, demanding to be the hero, the main character in everyone’s story, and completely blind to the reality where they smother someone’s soul so much it shrinks to barely a whisper and it isn’t until this crushed and bruised soul breaks free that the full scope of such a harm is realized…and everyone hates the men for it but they don’t even know because they cannot see themselves in a poor light, it must be everyone else’s fault.

    While these two might be the ones I point out in this review, it by no means diminishes the rest. Each piece in this work is as precious as any other. You’ll find stories, perspectives, and representations of queer, Palestinian, and immigrant characters. There are also West Asian supernatural entities such as the Peri and Djinn. In every piece, there is magic.

    This book is for everyone; everyone should read this book! Highly recommend!! Preorder below:

    Disclaimer: This blog is part of the Bookshop.org affiliate program and I may earn a very small amount for each purchase made.

    Thank you to Tor for the eARC copy via NetGalley for review consideration. All my opinions are my own.

    About the Author

    Find more information about the author and their other works at their website linked here.

    About the Publisher

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